[Bull pushes up the moment Fenris comes to pull him against his chest so he won't have to hold himself up anymore. Stroking his back, he presses kisses to his hair and gently lifts him off of his cock. That poor ass is just too sore now to keep it in there. Murmuring soft, comforting words in Qunlat, he settles against the headboard and cradles the sweaty Elf in his lap.]
That's it. Catch your breath. You did great there.
[He's out of breath too but all his focus right now is on grounding Fenris again. Let him know he's still safe and protected.]
He was wrapped up in Bull's arms, fitted neatly against his body while he trembled through the aftershocks of another unbelievable climax with him. Completely vulnerable, but he did not feel as though Bull would ever take advantage of that. It was odd to think that he finally found someone like this, but it was in a city where he was forced to play a role and wear a collar.
There were no roles or collars with Bull, not unless Fenris wanted them. Just acceptance, support and most of all freedom. He could breathe, and deep breaths were taken as the dizziness slowly faded. His whisper was soft, in Tevene: ]
[He only knows snippets of other languages. Enough to be able to be a damn good spy. Okay, so maybe that meant he knew more than snippets but he sure as hell could play like he only knew that much. So he smiles when he hears those words and presses a kiss to that pale hair as strokes his back gently.]
Love you too, Kadan.
[He closes his eye and keeps the strokes up, actually intentionally moving on skin he's memorized to be untouched by the lyrium lines. Just to give him a way to ground himself outside of the hypersensitivity those marks provide.]
Just keep breathing. I'll get us cleaned up in a little bit.
[This isn't how he expected this day to go but fuck if he's not glad it did.]
[ Fenris' face grew hot and he turned to press it against Bull's beautiful chest. There was no reason to feel embarrassed by any of this, he was just overwhelmed by the idea that someone actually loved him. Unconditional love? It seemed like it was just a dream for someone like him, yet here it was.
And he was not going to take a single second for granted. Which was why he gripped him faintly when he mentioned cleaning them up. A non-verbal demand that he stay there, just like that, with him for much longer than just a 'little bit'. Fenris could get very demanding when he wanted to be.
It helped that Bull knew exactly where to touch him and he did not want that touch to stop. ]
Mm.
[ But if it helped Bull any, it was likely that he was going to doze off due to exhaustion any moment now... ]
[So he'll wait for him to fall asleep first. Because he doubts Fenris is long for the waking world at the moment. Which works out just fine for the both of them really.]
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That's it. Catch your breath. You did great there.
[He's out of breath too but all his focus right now is on grounding Fenris again. Let him know he's still safe and protected.]
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He was wrapped up in Bull's arms, fitted neatly against his body while he trembled through the aftershocks of another unbelievable climax with him. Completely vulnerable, but he did not feel as though Bull would ever take advantage of that. It was odd to think that he finally found someone like this, but it was in a city where he was forced to play a role and wear a collar.
There were no roles or collars with Bull, not unless Fenris wanted them. Just acceptance, support and most of all freedom. He could breathe, and deep breaths were taken as the dizziness slowly faded. His whisper was soft, in Tevene: ]
I love you, Bull...
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Love you too, Kadan.
[He closes his eye and keeps the strokes up, actually intentionally moving on skin he's memorized to be untouched by the lyrium lines. Just to give him a way to ground himself outside of the hypersensitivity those marks provide.]
Just keep breathing. I'll get us cleaned up in a little bit.
[This isn't how he expected this day to go but fuck if he's not glad it did.]
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And he was not going to take a single second for granted. Which was why he gripped him faintly when he mentioned cleaning them up. A non-verbal demand that he stay there, just like that, with him for much longer than just a 'little bit'. Fenris could get very demanding when he wanted to be.
It helped that Bull knew exactly where to touch him and he did not want that touch to stop. ]
Mm.
[ But if it helped Bull any, it was likely that he was going to doze off due to exhaustion any moment now... ]
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Yeah, I wanna stay where we are too.
[So he'll wait for him to fall asleep first. Because he doubts Fenris is long for the waking world at the moment. Which works out just fine for the both of them really.]